How much better i feel after a work out.. :) Half decent day!
Gotten to the point to where the thought of getting hurt out here, doesn’t bother me. I just want this feeling to end.
Vent? I think yes.
How can you say you want to be with someone after everything that was said, relationships nowadays are so prone to just changing that someone. Do we not love someone for whom they are?? You say i make you happy, yet when you had me it was nothing but anger, sadness and disappointment? How does love even exist in those walls? It doesn’t. Love is just an emotional that makes us tolerate more....
‘“cause i used to look for love but that was the old me but i guess i let my bad habits free and control me cause i haven’t been the same i swear i feel like i’m never getting married (not me)”
This place is breaking me.
I can feel myself changing, I can feel this different anger growing inside of me. I promised I would ever be here again and yet, here I am. Held by pain, resentment and above all else, this unbearable anger.. I need to get out of here, surround myself with happiness again.. My family. People who accept me and don’t seek to change who I am..
And maybe you were right, I’m not meant for relationships.
As I look back on my life, I realize that every time I thought I was being...– Steve Maraboli (via selfinspiration)
October 14 2012
By far one of the most important days of my life. Never again will go back to the days of not knowing. I’m finally ready. :)
I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not...– The Notebook You.